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Literature
Fancies of Dysfunction
I would have died for you
a thousand deaths over (and you know,
coming from me, that's not
an exaggeration), except you'd
never let me.
You'd rather hang me in bloodied
strings, half alive, with my lungs
hungry for the same thinning
air which jabs it into distortion;
You'd rather marvel at my bruises, always
fresh and aching; blue patches over-
lapping with the black, purple, and yellow
ones on soft ivory;
like a human map torn on the edges,
fragments missing, no longer capable
of showing directions-- yet still vividly
carrying marks of forgotten
places which continue to exist.
 - A.M.S._ 2017  
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Literature
In Case You Feel Alone
If you ever think that no one understands
you or whatever it is you're going through, think
about everything you don't understand and all
of the people in this planet you haven' t met
yet;
think about the number of eyes that have yet
to look into yours; think about the millions
of strangers who, like you, may be standing
alone, somewhere, hoping they can hold
somebody's-- anybody's
hand.
---And then (maybe, if you still have some energy
left for reminiscing), I want you to think
about me;
Sometimes the reason why you're feeling
alone is that selfish mistake of thinking
that you are.
-A.M.S._ 2016
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Literature
If I could turn these words into bridges...
Even if I could turn these words into bridges, I won't.
I'll leave the steep gap between my mountain and yours
as it is; cold, dark, and barren.
I shall watch occassional beasts
and strangers pass through this gap,
as I make bets with the wind who among them
could survive long enough to cross the other side.
-A.M.S._2016
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Literature
I can't sleep
---and it's no longer because of the dark;
it's the words going 'round and 'round in my mind
that have stopped making sense suddenly
at 3:29 AM.
-A.M.S_2016
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Literature
Hanging On
Words dangling somewhere at the back
of my mind, they refuse to fall
out onto this blank screen that keeps
glaring at me with its radioactive
brightness. Now I keep thinking
to myself: If only you'd get your ass
down this seat right beside mine, I'd be
able to make something out of this blank
word document. Then maybe too, I wouldn't
have to keep stringing and un-stringing
fragmented verses with this pang
in my chest which I only get whenever
I think of you.
-A.M.S_ 2016
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Literature
Double Dead
Eyes drying,
Fingers tapping
and legs shaking.
Back slouching,
Eyes drooping,
Breath easing.
Mind drifting,
Mouth yawning,
Eyes closing,
Next'd probably be snoring;
When all things slow down
and boredom takes over,
Just how do you kill
a dead hour?
-A.M.S.
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Literature
Epiphany
Out my window the moon stares down, glowing
like a bright yolk floating in starless
darkness.
Back inside, behind the dusty metal
screen and cracked window glass I lay
on my bed at 1:52 A.M., eyes and mind wide
awake, sweat soaking slowly into my night
dress, the heat of summer nights as unforgiving
as my thoughts.
In the lone silence, I hear a thumping, faint
but steady. I followed the sound with my
eyes only to find something throbbing
in my grasp--- a heart; its arteries live
and connected to a dark void
in my chest.
-A.M.S.
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Literature
NYCTOPHILIAC
I don't fair too well in sleeping
in the dark. At 23, I still leave
the night lamp on when I sleep
alone in a room.
How ironic that I love dark-
gray skies, and writing about creatures
of the night. Maybe because it reminds me
of you;
You are, after all, the bleakest
thing I have ever loved in my life.
-A.M.S_ 2015
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Literature
Resignation
My world revolves around
Colors, figures, words; the same way
it pretty much does for most people,
only, in a slightly more obvious
and convoluted manner.
I repeat: Slightly. Hiding
Never worked for me. This is what I learned
from you.
---Consider it a pleasantly harsh resignation. On
myself, of course; I can never give up on you.
-A.M.S_ 2015
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Literature
A Vampiric Ballad in Broken Prose
I can't give you the sea, the stars, or the moon-- they belong
to the universe, like you and I; and the sun
scorches me.
But for every inch of what I could not give, an ounce
of my thick blood I swear to shed for you; a fragment
of my charcoaled soul, I would steal
from the devil's clutch, and give back again
so that I can serve on your lap the head of every being
that offends you, on a golden platter.
---My darling, do you know what tragedy it is,
That I, who would do anything for you,
Am the very thing you should run from?
-A.M.S._2015
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Literature
Fly-by-Night
Maybe I'm much better off "winging it", like how
you used to tell me we should do it. The thing is, it was
so much easier to do then because I was with you; You see,
I didn't think that I would lose you the way I had lost
my faith in so many things in this life. Back in the days,
for me "Winging it" was a lot like being in a two-seater
jet plane ride in a star-speckled sky.
Back in the days.
Now "winging it" is simply myself, inside
a single-seater fighter plane, operating
on a fuzzy radar in the gray skies infested by lost missiles.
Fly. Evade. Shoot. Repeat.
There is an abundant lack of assurance
on my survival. I have the option to jump out, but I never
leave the plane. "Do or die" I think to myself, all the while
holding onto whatever's left of the thin thread
that binds my heart to your mind.
- A.M.S. 2015
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:love: Courtesy of my bottomless barrel of feels...

We, who are closer than affinity
Pass by each other without paying heed...

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相性よりも 深いふたりは
すれ違って 高墲ネい
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-HEART OF SWORD_Yoake Mae
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Oh the feels...

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I would have died for you
a thousand deaths over (and you know,
coming from me, that's not
an exaggeration), except you'd
never let me.

You'd rather hang me in bloodied
strings, half alive, with my lungs
hungry for the same thinning
air which jabs it into distortion;

You'd rather marvel at my bruises, always
fresh and aching; blue patches over-
lapping with the black, purple, and yellow
ones on soft ivory;

like a human map torn on the edges,
fragments missing, no longer capable
of showing directions-- yet still vividly
carrying marks of forgotten
places which continue to exist.

 - A.M.S._ 2017  
If you ever think that no one understands
you or whatever it is you're going through, think
about everything you don't understand and all
of the people in this planet you haven' t met
yet;

think about the number of eyes that have yet
to look into yours; think about the millions
of strangers who, like you, may be standing
alone, somewhere, hoping they can hold
somebody's-- anybody's
hand.

---And then (maybe, if you still have some energy
left for reminiscing), I want you to think
about me;

Sometimes the reason why you're feeling
alone is that selfish mistake of thinking
that you are.

-A.M.S._ 2016
E.D.- OC
My interpretation of a friend's OC. Ink on 9"x 12" oslo paper.

This was from a year ago, but I've only been scanning most of my drawings and paintings now. I'm one of those people who get lazy to open the scanner and set up the PC. I'll be uploading some more of my art stuff in a little while :)
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Even if I could turn these words into bridges, I won't.
I'll leave the steep gap between my mountain and yours
as it is; cold, dark, and barren.

I shall watch occassional beasts
and strangers pass through this gap,
as I make bets with the wind who among them
could survive long enough to cross the other side.

-A.M.S._2016
My stomach... hurts. Grrr. Who gets intestinal acidity from eating tuna crepe and chocolate crepe-rolls anyway? Urgh.

I feel really antsy right now. I'd like to push around someone/ anyone to release some stress. Eating only gave me a stomach ache. Gah.

Getting compliments from friends isn't exactly enough to make my day, as narcissistic as I am. 

Hmm... Wanna beat someone up, thrash things around, try climbing trees even if I'll just end up bruising my arms before I even manage to reach its lowest branch, and run in a sunny green field... I miss my younger days shitty as they seemed to me at that point in my life.

I'm pretty sure I intended to write something with more sense than this blabber but then... dang intestinal acidity and late cake delivery made me forget what it was.

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  • Listening to: Anywhere but Here by Hilary Duff
  • Reading: Burning in Water, Drowning in Flame by C. Bukowski
  • Watching: The computer screen as I type
  • Playing: with music mash-ups on Audacity
  • Eating: at my sensibilities
  • Drinking: Roasted Pearl Milk Tea

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Angela S.
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On Literature... I mainly immerse myself in reading and writing poetry and fiction literature. I love reading and writing about half human- half something else type of creatures. I also have a knack for writing short fictions about mad people.

On Visual Arts... I draw and sketch a bit (not on the Leonardo da Vinci level, though) and I sculpt figurines using paper clay (my favorite!) and cold porcelain, while I use polymer clay for making trinkets. I like to dabble a bit on painting, too, particularly water colors as I simply adore its naturally light and simple effect, while I feel most uncomfortable using acrylics (I got no choice though because the figurines usually need water-proof paints that last a long time).
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I'm not very good in actual conversations and unless I'm at a Book or Anime convention, I'd like to stay away from crowds and anything or anyone noisy as much as possible. So if we ever bump into each other and I fail to acknowledge you (especially if we're in a crowded place), I apologize. It's like a circuit in my brain malfunctions when I'm surrounded by large numbers of people and I really can't help it. It's simpler to put it that way than to explain things technically so feel free to call me an introvert, a ridiculously withdrawn person, a misanthropist, or a hermit. ^^;
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Even though my poetic skills cannot be compared to that of Edgar Allan Poe's, nor the profoundness of my writings in general to that of Paulo Coelho's, I do love writing dearly to the point that if I try to imagine myself without it I don't think I'd be myself at all (only writing and PMS could ever get me to feel this cheesy).
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>>> Oh, and I LOVE coffee, and cheese, and chocolates, and Skittles ;-)
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Thank you for adding my mermaid :-D
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